luvpeach

lots of things i wanna say.. but i find myself very very lazy. zzz

worked for IT show for the past few days.

ok. at first i tot im selling router, in the end found out actually we're under harvey norman selling dopods, laptop etc. first day, we tried hard to remember all the important stuff and all those that we need to know. in the end they ask me to go Epson. ZZZ.

i stepped on lemon! u know why? LOL. lame joke ah. becos my leg very suan, get it? haha

sat and sun eatting with kp at staircase. omg. so damn packed. IT show selling one dollar per printer izit!! or two dollar for each laptop! when the door open and the ppl ready to come in, we're like, omg. the war gonna start soon, pls be prepared! zzz. so many ppl! my booth at the entrance, and i got problem to even work to singtel booth! omg. so my lunch and dinner normally more than half an hr.

last day after work met with candy and the rest, went to jingyang hse for honeydew sago, lol. hahaha it was his birthday yesterday! happy birthday! *ahem *bu yao wu hui* right jy?

and today.. woke up at ard 2pm. went to transfer money and settle prom night money. its like finally! phew

I hate it when i have no confidence to do what i really want or wish to do. it sucks. i will do everything i want to do, coz i dun wan to regret. i can be very brave. even go straight and tell the guy that i like him. so what? there are still something that i cant just pick and go. i need at least 70% of confidence? sigh.

i not really care what about others say. but i care about how true are you and how i feel. its not like u think u can or u think it will work out then thats it. Failure make me dun dare to try again. i wish i can have the strength to open the door also. as fast as possible. im awake enuff, very. goes one round to realised the problem only lies on me. how sad.

im like in the middle of the sea struggling, who can help me?

sorry if i let u feel unsecure..